Yhyyy, I ran out of my medicine and forgot to refill my prescription for them in time. I'm on 150 mg of venlafaxine (you might know it as effexor) which is very good at keeping me happy and not having many side effects BUT... Oh dear god do i pay for that when I forget to take it or run out, as the withdrawl is genuine hell on earth.

After only missing one dose for about a day:

1. I start getting tunnelvision in a way where I can see everything, yes, but anything that isn't in my line of sight i cannot comprehend,
2. the brain zaps get physically painful and they get SO overstimulating,
3. I get extremely angry and overwhelmed at everything,
4. it feels like my body is being havoced by the flu,
5. I can't stop trembling,
6. I get extremely sad and unwell without a fix!!!

And I'll have to do my math exam in this state tomorrow :( Oh and on another note, I ended up having to reorder a new stylus bc the previous seller didn't mail the stylus within a week, which at least for me is like a lot of art and work's worth of time... There is so much owed art and adopts or raffles that I could have finished in that time. Not cool!

May life get better soon once I finally get my meds and pen...